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| Tuesday, November 7th, 2006 | | 7:48 pm |
102 degree fever
I started getting it last night when I felt differently tired. Today it started out the same way until the end of 7th hour, when I began doing DanceWorks sound up in the booth. I began getting super fucken tired, really cold, and very loopy. I just wanted to go home and sleep, but Aimee had needed a ride so I gave her one. I was intending to drop off dishes at Heidi's house that she had me carry around school when she was done with them, and then go home. I then realized I couldn't drive home after Heidi's house after I had turned onto the wrong street... a mile away. Get to Heidi's house, call my mom to tell her I was gonna lay down til I felt better. Heidi hugged me, said I was warm, took my temp at 101.4, and then I redid it and had a temp of 101.2. Called my mom, told her, she came and picked me up, my dad came with her to get my car and we went home. Got home, my mom took my tempt and it was 102. No school tomorrow, I am insanely hot, very fucking loopy and tired, red eyed, and not wanting to miss school. I didn't know I had the fever UNTIL I went to Heidi's house at about 6:30. | | Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 | | 10:37 pm |
I've noticed...
People only comment ( when they ever get on ) on peoples updates that they are somewhat involved in, or can relate to. I do it too. I'm going to stop that habit. Well... I would.... if people would update... Current Mood:  aggravated | | Tuesday, September 26th, 2006 | | 6:44 pm |
I don't even know why I update if no one updates their ljs, then that must mean no one reads them either. which means this is a huge waste of my time you guys are gay! jk Jon isn't gay, cause hes the last one to update and is the most active besides me on here you all are foekers and should seriously update | | Monday, September 18th, 2006 | | 8:36 pm |
I dont like some of the new changes to lj
They kinda blow. Lifes goin good, some minor kinks but who doesnt want some kinkyness in their lives? Don't ask me why the name of the song is that, its just that. Really weird.... | | Thursday, September 14th, 2006 | | 8:00 pm |
yeah seriously
NO ONE FUCKING USES THIS ANYMORE CEPT ME AND JON SO WHATS THE POINT!? | | Wednesday, September 13th, 2006 | | 9:20 pm |
I am ALWAYS tired now
I hate school cause it makes me easily annoyed/aggravated. I don't ever get enough sleep. I sleep from like 11-6, thats 7 hours. Then I get home and sometimes sleep from like 4-6 or 5-7, which is another 2 hours. Yesterday I slept from like 5 to almost 10. Its insane. Yeah so I have a 95 in psychology. Like a 77 in english. Another 77 in math. I think 95 in lab bio, an 83 in economics and I think a 100 in stageraft. Yeah, I needa get math and english up and I'll be good for the rest of the year. Music = religion. I swear by it. Current Mood:  naughty | | Tuesday, September 12th, 2006 | | 10:12 pm |
fucken I dunno
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS GINORMOUS BUTT PLUG IN MY ASS? Who does these things to people? Knock it off, regain your sense and make the right decision damnit. Grrr jesus fuck, my neck hurts so bad for who knows why. I couldn't even listen to music without making it throbbing from pain! AND I JUST GOT LIMEWIRE! WHICH MEANS TIT LOADS OF SONGS I CANT LISTEN TOO. Roar. Current Mood:  blah | | Friday, September 8th, 2006 | | 6:42 am |
what the plague?
school in a minute holy shit my sister just freaked out cause my mom walked by her GAY my aunt from new mexico is visiting today tits! and then the football game more tits! hanging with heidi all day, just like every friday MORE TITS! now we are up to like 6 tits what else... oh I thought my ipod broke, but it didnt TITS! 8 yeah I dunno Current Mood:  tired | | Saturday, September 2nd, 2006 | | 1:00 pm |
Gaw DAMNIT
I'm sick. Which means no hanging out. But I'm drinking lots of orange juice to keep my life bars at maximum. I need a new game to play. I think I've ALMOST worn out Oblivion. And all my other games have been old for a long time. 3 months on Wednesday. Titties in my mouth! I just had a sudden urge to become a news journalist, the kind that runs around with a camera and digs for the stories. And then I end up going to this small town in Colorado on helicopter, and become stuck in a mall. And that town is infested with zombies, and I have to survive 72 hours. Yeah. FUCKEN SIIIIICK DAMNIT. Current Mood:  sick | | Tuesday, August 29th, 2006 | | 5:56 pm |
So
Long time, no updurt. I've been good. Nothing much has happened really.... The song on my myspace page is tits. I told Heidi I loved her last Friday. Me and her have been fantastic. The play rehearsals are starting and I guess I'm gonna be Mr. Lights. YAY! School is going good as far as I know. Thats pretty much been it. Talk to you all later! :P -Josh Current Mood:  happy | | Friday, August 11th, 2006 | | 11:33 pm |
Have you guys ever wanted to....
...Be set a flame? Sit under Niagra Falls? Watch bears mate? Drank 3 gallons of water in 27.3 hours? Looked up the total amount of porn sites ever on google? Read all of Dr. Suess's books in one day? | | 6:41 am |
| | Sunday, August 6th, 2006 | | 11:37 pm |
Yeah
So today = 2 month with Heidi. DID NOT go as planned. I had it planned as such : 1. Go see movie. 2. Go to Streamers and eat a nice dessert of some kind, I don't know what they have there. 3. Go back to her house or my house and just do what ever. This is what actually happened : We were late to our movie ( Talladega Nights ) so we were gonna be forced to get shitty seats in the very front. Guess what? The VERY FIRST SEATS DIRECTLY AT THE ENTRANCE TO THE MOVIE THEATER, AT THE RAMP, JENN AND PAULA ARE SITTING RIGHT THERE All 4 of us moved to the front of the movie theater. That bugged me. It was our date and they just happened to be there. NO STREAMERS. Then I drove them home, and we went back to Heidi's house. We got there and we sat TRYING to watch another movie for 30 minutes. Her sister bugged us and her bro bugged us. We had a little alone time there and then her dad kicked me out. Yeah.... Current Mood:  dissapointed at the outcome | | Thursday, August 3rd, 2006 | | 5:08 pm |
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| | Sunday, July 30th, 2006 | | 1:13 am |
Life is changing
I think everything is a little harder than it normally should be. I've only been feeling this lately. Theres the normal change of life, and then theres the changing of life right now that is very different. I can't adapt to the changes quick enough, I'm always behind by a change and a half and its as tiring as fuck. It needs to stop. Simma down now life, take a vacation from the change. Current Mood:  cold | | Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 | | 2:42 pm |
I love cryptic analogies
Although.... this one you guys might get. In the audience, you see the show, you take it in and piece together whats going on bit by bit, and it goes flawlessly, and the curtains close, the audience stands and applauds at the show and then leave. Not much to it. Within the show, as an actor/ress, theres so much more. Theres all the movements, the lines, the different scenes, wether or not the others know all of the above too. In the show, you DO see when people mess up, you know whats going on, you gotta know, so you can fix the mess up, so you can keep the show going smoothly for the audience, so they will give you the applause and good praise in the end of it all. Theres something to it. Then the stage hands. The people who know the show, helped create it, and made it A SHOW. If something goes wrong, theres jack shit they can do about it. They watch helplessly and hope everyone within the show can fix it, and that the audience won't notice. They are the ones responsible for the show UNTILL the actual show. Thats just what I'm feeling and thinkin lately, eh. Current Mood:  crazy, pissed | | Monday, July 17th, 2006 | | 12:58 am |
I'm sorry
About anything and everything. I didn't cuss out anyone in my last update. I think everyone would like to know who I did cuss out in my last update. Me. Cause I was being a fucktard. Shit was bad between me and Heidi because of how... fucktarded I was being. I will tell you guys. Me and her were at the movies watching Nacho Libre.. kinda dumb movie. She was teasing me very much so in the perverted way you are thinking, and I was teasing back. But the difference between me doing it and her doing it is that I always pulled through for her and well, gave her what she wanted. And yet all she did was tease me. And tease me. And tease me. And tease me. It kinda pissed me off, but what pissed me off more is that I let the fact she didn't do anything for me piss me off. I was fighting myself. I tease but I always come through for her in the end, so why not for me? VERSUS Why am I even letting the sexual part of the relationship, which doesn't even matter, bug the shit outta me? I was completely thinking about breaking up with her about it then realized how fucken dumb and SELFISH I was. And then I just totally rethought my feelings toward her and they were wishy washy. I talked to her about it, she was sad, I was sad. We hung out the next day. Things are better. The thing with my mom getting teeth pulled is that she has had problems with her teeth, they've always been fucked up and she got all of them pulled untill she had only 4 on the bottom and dentures on the top. She has never felt pretty ever since she got them pulled, which is why no one has ever been to my house. So she got the 4 teeth pulled because not only did she want the dentures, they were hurting and giving her headaches 24/7. They got pulled. Its infected. The dentures don't fit. My moms entire face is completely swollen from the infection. She wanted me to be there when she got her teeth pulled, but I decided to go hang out instead. And it hurt her, I could tell... All she wants is to be pretty. Then the entire thing with my car. My dad, ever since I was little, anything he has ever done for me, ever said to me, was so I would be happy, to see a smile on my face. Thats all hes ever wanted. But how have I repayed him? By getting shitty grades, by not getting a job, by not doing my chores when I should, by not being happy with what I should be. And so the thing with my car, he knew I'd be dissapointed, and I'd know he'd know. And I knew it'd make him sad, and it did. Then the thing that happened that we all know about that is causing all the drama in the group. I wasn't mad because I didn't get invited, which I apparently did, I just didn't hear. I was mad because thats just one more small thing to throw onto me and Heidi, me and my mom, and me and my dad. So I'm sorry about the big missunderstanding. I didn't know that Tom invited me, and if I had heard him invite me, I wouldn't have thought about it twice. I really was not pissed about it, I was just mad in general. I'm sorry again, but I know that isn't enough. Current Mood: blank | | Saturday, July 15th, 2006 | | 2:01 am |
fuck you
I'm stressed as fuck I pretty much got lied too and completely rejected to my face in the most indirectly direct way possible. Shit between me and Heidi hit the fan for a bit. My car JUST got out of the shop and is now shit again. My mom got 4 teeth pulled and is completely swolen between her neck and her nose. I need to get my food handlers card so I can get hired but it keeps getting bumped back to tomorrow because of stupid shit. God fucken damnit. Fuck you, and you know who you are, dick shit. Current Mood: stressed | | Saturday, July 8th, 2006 | | 9:38 pm |
alrighty
So I am happy with myself. Not because of anything I did for anyone. I'm happy with what I did with myself. I have changed the way I think to where I am no longer.... a fucking retard about what I'm thinking about. I love it because I can care with out actually caring and it leaves me very stress free. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW JON!? ASS FUCK, I UPDATED! Heidi and I's one month was Thursday. I'm probably gonna get a job at Wendy's after I go get my food handlers card TUESDAY. TUESDAY because I'm takin Heidi to see Pirates of the Carib 2 MONDAY. Yup. Now I'm off to play some OBLIVION!! And I hate Heironious. ( You know who I'm talkin about Jon ) NYOOOOOOOHHHHH!!! -JOSH Current Mood:  okay |
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